layhoe

2008-11-26T16:17:00.001+08:00

MOVED.

2008-11-25T19:54:00.003+08:00

i'm too lazy to change to wordpress or livejournal. maybe i will create a new account at blogger, since i'm kind of used to it. hahha. had express manicure at a shop near hougang bus interchange today with jean&jolene. its dark blue but it looks like purple. it costs me only seven bucks. &the previous one costs me thirteen bucks. awww, heartache arh. watched madagascar with friends last night. super funny, had a good laugh. some parts were super sweet&i went 'awwww'. hahahha. after show, went home&played psp till 2. probably going over to jean's house tml with jolene to watch dvds&bake cake. ohyes, went over to mls during the weekends. going to mls means gaining weight. ate soooooooooo much. feel so fat now. :( bought gums, those who wants them, can ask it from me. :D

till now, i've not receive any calls from the interviews that i went. feel like killing myself. >.< sanchez&i were chatting online that day. &he said if we can't get jobs, we shall go work at macs tgt. HAHAHA. i will never want to lah. need to get my butt out of this house &go for a run 'soon'.

go for what you want, don't cry&say you regretted when you lose it.

2008-11-21T19:51:00.003+08:00

BLOGGER IS FAILING ME. I HAVE NO IDEA WHY I CAN'T POST PICTURES. I'M CHANGING TO LIVEJOURNAL OR WORDPRESS SOON. SCREW BLOGGER.

okay, interview today at tampines again. well, i hope this time round it works. pleaseeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. need a job. :( but staying at home&slack would be nice too. after interview, went to starbucks. oh, &i wore the starbucks shirt today. hahaha. had choco chip frapp. (: went over to ntuc, looked around. &jolene bought ingredients to make cookies. jean&me went over to hougang mall after that&jolene went home. went down to ntuc, bought stuffs for my choco fudge cake. :D i'm making them tml. thanks jeanjean for accompanying me. love her to max. xoxo
time to slack tml. :D

2008-11-20T15:55:00.005+08:00

awesome.

alright, finally a day to settle down&to update my blog. been too busy to update my blog. sunday was out with family. to buy shirts for my red camp&ended up didn't attend it. :x shopping was great, great&great. :D bought three tees, one shirt, one shorts, one belt, one tanktop&one pair of sandals. :D went home&had a short rest. out again for dinner in the evening.
monday was seoul garden with babies&classmates. been a long time since i last had seoul garden. after seoul garden, we walked around&decided to go for pool. before going for pool, bought tickets for high school musical 3. watched it at the cathay. pool for around forty five mins&ian payed for it. nice guy. (: rushed over for the show because we are kind of late. the show is nice. Zac Efron is superrrrrrrrr hot. hahaha. enjoyed myself. home after the show. was dead beat.

tuesday was sentosa in the afternoon with limei&jolene. but the weather was gloomy. so, we decided to go for swimming at the chalets. the swimming pool is 2m deep. but only part of the pool. didn't dare to go over. :X bathed&went for cycling after that. cycling is fun but dangerous at the same time. maybe for me only. i almost knock down a dog. :x really near it. &i went into bush for twice i think. almost bang into poles for a few times. damn, too long didn't cycle le lah. but had so much fun. hahaha. bbq after cycling. curry chicken is damn damn nice. meet up huijie at the hougang station to pass him the form but ended up giving us another form because the previous form is wrong. filled up, limei&me left. meet up the usuals at limei's house to watch movie. the screen&the tomb. the tomb is a total waste of money because none of us understand the show&its definitely a budget film. the screen was so much better but scary. screamed, i think only me&jiaqi screamed. :x thanks for those who scared me throughout the show, especially lim zhenghao. left her place at 2am. &slept like a log.

wednesday was job hunting. woke up in the morning&went down to limei's house for breakfast. it was supposed to be the first day of red camp for limei&me. but we decided to give it a miss. since we aren't going ngee ann poly. breakfast was youtiao&red bean soup. meet up jean&jolene at tampines mrt station. limei&me was early. yayness, had free bubble tea. :D so, went for interview&blablabla. went around tampines mall&look for jobs. back home&changed. went down to limei's house for laksa. babies&guan rui were there too. had honeydew sago too. nice, i love it. :D
as for today, will be rotting at home, watch dvds&going for a run later in the evening. pictures will be up tonight. because there are still photos with sanchez&he's out for interviews. (:

its nice to be in love but gotta make the right choice, if not it will be a disaster.

2008-11-15T22:40:00.000+08:00

jean jean helped me to change the blog skin. she was back last night. thanks a million baby! please go for the seoul garden on monday! i think i shall post up those pics tml. uploading up to my photobucket currently. (: SHOPPING TML!

2008-11-15T16:00:00.000+08:00

over.

graduation high tea ended. secondary school life ended. friendships shared between all my friends&me will never end. :D graduation high tea was fun because of all the friends not the event. after high tea, cabbed home&bathed. out again to meet up friends to watch movie&dinner. dinner at ps's food court. watched Quantum of Solace, the show starts at nine twenty. manz, i got scared quite a number of times by the sound effect. lols. after the show, took the train to the buangkok station. dropped off, &we went to the playgroud nearby&waste our time there. lols. left at around twelve plus one. reached home, jolene bathed and i bathed. went down to limei's house. guanrui&zhenghao were there. watched tv&they cooked maggie mee. but i didn't eat, cause i don't wanna gain any weight. hahaha. left at three, was dead beat. lmao.

as for yst, meet up with hilarie&limei at around four. went over to kovan&checked out the package for our malacca trip. went over to white tangerine after that. had sambal dory again. heh. but this time round, i choked onto the sambal. f*k, it felt really terrible. i just kept coughing&coughing, tears rolled down uncontrollably, i didn't cry. but the tears just roll down for nothing. LOL. i will never want to experience that again. lols. went home after that&hilarie left her psp with me. lol.
i wanna watch rec. it seems niceeeeeeeeeeeeee. movie soon? LOL. meeting up with girlfriends soon i guess.(: okay, i wanted to post up all the photos so much. but i've no idea why my blogger can't. probably try again tonight. stay tune!

no hope, no disappointment. everything is over. i'm glad that i'm fine. (:

2008-11-11T21:32:00.000+08:00

would everything turn out to be alright.

O LEVEL IS OFFICIALLY OVER FOR MEEEEE&MOST OF US! IT FEELS SO GOOD. I KEPT SMILING TO MYSELF WHILE SHADING THE ANSWERS. HAHAHA. okay, i think i'm a little too silly. i didn't scream after the paper. but i was smiling so happily to myself. hahah. after paper went home with joy&straight after that went to do highlighting for my hair. i hope its not too obvious. :x esther,jolene,limei&joy did hair treatment.
after everything is done, esther,jolene&me went over to heartland mall. bought some stuff. and esther did her piercing. meeting up pie in the morning tml. :D jean will be leaving for genting tml. will miss her manzzz. hope she will bring back lots of food. heh. :D

everything will be over soon i guess? or just my wishful thinking? but no matter what, i will stay strong.

2008-11-11T07:30:00.000+08:00

whats wrong.

f*k. i've no idea why i can't just settle down and do some MCQ questions. :( my eyes are closing. slept at one plus two for the past few nights. went over to the chanbrothers travel agency yst. leaving to hongkong on the 4th&coming back on the 8th next month. i will miss everyone. hahaha. sorry to limei,hilarie&cheryl that we have to change the dates for our Malacca trip. really sorry! but i will bring back lots of food for you girls! :D not forgetting the other girlfriends&friends. busy holiday i guess. attending the red camp on the 19,20&21 of this month. hongkong trip with family on the 4,5,6,7&8 of next month. class chalet on the 18,19&20 of next month. and malacca trip with bratz also, another trip to don't know where with girlfriends. i don't know how am i going to work like that. lmao. anyway, will be working for my aunt. so, things will be easier for me. :D last paper tml. all the best everybody!

in a mess.

2008-11-07T23:03:00.000+08:00

last lap.

OMG! CAN YOU LIKE BELIEVE IT?! LEFT WITH ONLY ONE PAPER, MCQ. i'm sooooo excited lahhh! HAHAH, OKAY LAME. hmm. today's paper 1 was omgz. gonna fail it. paper 2 was better. i would thank god if i could get at least a B4 for it. pessimistic me. no lah, just that its very true. i just suck at lit&i've no idea why i take it as a subject for o levels.
after paper, went over to compass&wanted to have lunch at pizza hut. but, guess what? ITS UNDER RENOVATION! very longggg never have lunch/dinner at pizza hut. so, we went over to mos burger and had our lunch there. waited for around fifteen mins or more for seats. i think its mos burger that needs renovation rather than pizza hut. its just too small. lol.
after lunch, we shopped around. went to pohkim, if i'm not wrong. hahahaha, if its possible, i wanna buy all the hongkong, korean, taiwan&america drama series home. so that i can watch them everyday during the holidays. but, i'm going to work. so, impossible lah.

out for run in the evening with limei. &we did steps. damn, too long never do alrdy. &it almost killed the both of us. LOL. stamina dropped like shit lah. can't imagine how we did that last time. :( i'm going to do it every time when i go for a run. hahah. time to do more exercise&burn all the fats. so, we decided that we should play basketball because damn long never play. went over to vernier's block. reached the fifteenth floor&we shouted his name like nobody's businesses. hahahah. but nobody answered, so we went home&dialed his phone number. because both of us didn't bring our phones along. yeah, called him&told him that both of us want to play basketball. meet him up at the nearby basketball court with weijian. played basketball with three other guys. had fun overall. :D
today was a great great day for me! except for some stuffs, too sudden. okay, lets not talk about this. I'M GOING OUT TO SHOP WITH GIRLFRIENDS TML. like finally! though we still have one more paper&esther, two more. LOL. going to shop for dresses. :D okay, time for psp!

i realised even things that happens everyday, might be something that we never get a chance to settle down&take a good look at it. for example, sunset&sunrise. they do occur everyday right? but i've never got a chance to take a good look at it for the past sixteen years of my life. &thats life, sometimes we are just too busy with things that we tend to miss out things in our life. &this sucks.

2008-11-06T19:32:00.000+08:00

uncertainty fills me up.

I FINISHED TGM. YAYNESS. but CID, i haven't start on it yet. &its thicker than TGM. so, i will fail the CID section. but thank god, i have to answer one qn only. &as for TGM it will be two questions. so, its better to concentrate more on TGM. :D
last two papers. fast, time flies. kind of can't believe that i'm sixteen yrs old&o levels will be ending soon. miss all my girlfriends. been a long time since we all last hang out tgt. but soon! next tues,wed&thurs! heh. miss all my classmates too, especially the jin family. the last gathering was the sakae. &i didn't attend it because of my stupid ankle. but soon too! hahaha, we will be going for seafood after the grad high tea. greatt!
anyone wants to go for movieeeee?! i wanna watch HSM3. erm, the last time i watched a movie was, one or two months ago. lmao. it would be great to hang out with the usuals. :D

i tried convincing myself that its impossible but to no avail. i wanted so much to stay on, but is it even possible? i'm going for a run tml, an one hour run. i want to perspire a lot. maybe that will helps me to think better.

2008-11-05T15:03:00.000+08:00

someone told me that sometimes being ignorance is better. maybe.

lit is on friday. manz, no motivation to studyyyyyyyy. screw it. :D
trying my best to get my butt stick to the chair, so that i can finish TGM by today. kind of impossible. hahaha. slept at 2 last night. panda's eyes. i'm going to run on every sat. probably will increase it to twice or thrice a week after o levels end. or maybe i can run everyday. since i will definitely get fat during the holidays. hahah. okays, time to get back to books. damnz, there's lit crt at nine tml morning. screw me.

2008-11-04T22:15:00.000+08:00

gone.

my combined humans is goneeeeeeee. globalisation didn't came out. damn. gonna work hard for pure lit alrdy. but i think its gone too lah. chiong psp when i reached home yst. yes, time to take a break. heh. i think a blister is coming up on my thumb soon.
played till one plus last night. lmao.
wanted to finish TGM today. but i didn't. chiong psp AGAIN. yes, again. lols. but i swear i'm gonna study tml lah. no choice.

its tiring to read your mind. because you don't wanna say anything. i'm tired of doing so.

2008-11-03T13:05:00.000+08:00

A BAD DREAM;NIGHTMARE.

its todayyyyyyyyyy, ss! i only studied globalisation. hahah. &i did not burn midnight oil last night. because i've no more oil left.
hope that the paper would be easy. :x if not i've to work very hard for my lit because i need humans for accounting&finance. painted my toe nails dark red. &i think it looks nice. lmao.
hope that the red will bring me some luck. hahaha.

had a nightmare last night. not exactly one. but it made me realise how much i don't want to let go. maybe i should just stay on&see how things go. anyway, whats meant to be mine will be mine&whats not, will never be mine.

2008-11-02T21:40:00.000+08:00

i've run out of oil to burn midnight oil.

today is sunday. & tml is monday, ss paper.
screwwwwwww ss. damn, the sight of textbook turns me off! i'm trying very the hard to concentrate and squeeze everything about globalisation into my very small brain.
but i just can'tttttttttt. spent my whole afternoon(not really) highlighting the chapter and notes that the teachers gave during the workshop.
hahaha. i think its a waste of time doing that. because nothing gets into my head. didn't went for dinner with family tonight because i decided to spend my time on my studies. hmmz, didn't really spent the whole time reading the highlighted notes.
oh yes, i practically highlighted the whole notes. that's so lame.
parents bought back dinner for me. super full. & i feel like sleeping now. hahaha. thats why i gained weight.
there's only two papers for me this week. ss and lit which are on the monday and friday respectively. and mcq next tuesday. YAYNESS. O LEVELS WILL BE OVER SOON. but gonna miss my classmates. like what ian said on his blog, there will not be another time for the 34 of us sitting in 4e4 classroom. :( i will keep all those fond memories we shared deep down inside my heart.
i guess our class went through alot, though there's still conflicts among us. i will miss those times where we played hide&seek with a teacher, making weird sounds as if we were in a zoo and also captain's ball!
almost teared when i was reading his blog. thats how much i love this class. :D
alright, i need to buy some oil back. gotta burn midnight oil tonight. bye!

no, not easy to let go. am i letting go without giving it a try? maybe.

2008-10-31T23:33:00.000+08:00

I'M SO TIRED.

woke up at eleven plus in the morning. and my mood is BAD.
no idea why. had my brunch. and photocopied notes that zhenghao wants.
went down to varinice's bus stop. eight nine just drove pass me when i reached the bus stop. hahah. too slow lah.
went to ehub's ntuc.
oh, i forgot that ntuc is at the first floor. so, i just walked pass it with a big signboard written 'NTUC FAIRPRICE'.
i'm blind. LOL.
okay, kena suan by zhenghao.
hmm. so. the price for the bbq would probably be 15 bucks.
super tiring leh. went over to whitesand to compare the price. super auntie. LOL.
and maybe we are buying the stuffs from whitesand.
went over to mac and had some fries. also at the same time did some calculations.
manz, i almost went crazy. LOL.
okay. left at around four plus five.
super tired now. i think i'm gonna sleep early tonight. yesssssss. i will.
i'm going for jogging tml. time to go on a diet. time to cut down the food intake. time to do more exercise. I WILL. but i've no idea why my ankle still hurts. zz. maybe going back to the doctor again after o levels.
social studies on monday. & i haven't start studying. i will start tml morning. so, i'm going to sleep now. hope i can fall asleep. :D

not the leading lady in your life. & i know i will never be.

2008-10-30T22:56:00.000+08:00

its not easy to live on this planet i guess.
its tiring to be a sister.
its tiring to be a student.
its tiring to live on this planet.
wellz, not easy to be a sister who your siblings appreciate what you do for them.
i may suck at being a sister. but i tried my best.
i tried to control my temper, but i still yell at you sometimes.
but thats only when you think i'm controlling you, i'm not.
but try, try putting yourself in my shoe and feel.
feel what i feel. seeing you go down and can't help you at all.
because what i said may be bullshits to you.
and it suck totally when you trusted someone yet that person lied to you.
i would rather know nothing. because i hate liars.
argh. father asked me this last night"what do you plan to do after poly"
& i said"i want to go uni"
& he supported me. thanks dad.
life is unpredictable and there's many regrets. well, not for me. because i'm still young.
but still i have some regrets. eg. not training hard enough&show to myself that i can play well. also taking the wrong step.
ahhhh. fineeeeeee. enough of all these eh.

E MATHS PAPER TWO TODAY.
yes, NO MORE MATHS.
time to relax a bit. heh. reached home and i played psp from 1230 to 0230. i'm supposed to leave house at 0215 to meet darlings at sk cc to study. LOL.
sorry girlsss. but limei only went to bath when i reached her house.
hilarie was there. miss her manz. haha.
so left her house at 0330.
checked some rates on the hotels for our melacca trip. really looking forward to it.
because i'm sure i'm gonna have fun. and forget about everything.
GREATZ. alright. meeting up mr zhenghao tml at twelve to check out the prices for the food. and make it as cheap as possible for the bbq.
okay, maybe i should just rest early tonight. super tired.

its not as easy as i thought.
i need some time. i wanna run away from everything.

2008-10-30T00:32:00.000+08:00

physics is over, e maths p2 tml. hope to do well.
yes, time to learn how to let go.
guess its gonna hurt.

when you're standing at the crossroad, there's a choice you gotta make.
& i've made mine.

2008-10-28T19:46:00.001+08:00

physics paper tml. gonna burn midnight oil tonight. :(
i want A2 for combined sciences.
& i hope i can get it.
so, today was a horrible day.
broke down. too many things happened.
can't take it anymore. so, broke down.
&i will be alright tml.
or maybe tonight. need to meet up with my babies soon.
with them around, things just get better.
need a break, can't breathe. feel so i don't know how to say.
feel like screaming, because things may just get better after i screamed. ha ha.
had physics consultation today at 0430.
and also tml morning at 0900.
SCREW PHYSICS.
& also me.
slacked for three days, wasted three days. yes, THREE days.
i don't know what am i doing lah.
okay, going to take a shower now, and mug like a mad woman.
byez.

mind is in a whirl.

2008-10-26T20:58:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUMMY! YOU ARE 43 THIS YEAR. LOL.
ILOVEYOULAHZ.

okay, i went jogging last evening!
yes, i really did okay.
hahaha. after jogging, walked up the stairs.
my muscles are aching now. forgot to stretch. :x
had dinner at compass with family and yuling.
had e maths tuition this afternoon.
jolene, limei and me wore the same shirt today.
LOL, training tee.
so, we are super orange today. hahaha.
had lunch at white tangerine after that.
sambal dory. niceeeeeeeee.
studied after that. wellz, only did a few e maths questions.
then there's an audition or something? lols.
managed to listen to a few songs only.
parents came and fetched me.
oh yes, limei and me bought daisy for mummy.
she's super happyyyyyyyy!
:D she's easily contented. thats why i love her so much.
sorry for that f*ked up attitude these few days.
okay, had dinner with relatives.
had lots of food. so, tell me whats the use of me going for jogging and still eating like mad? :(
just can't resist the temptation lahz.
okays, need to take a shower now. byezz.

tell me its worth it to hang on,
because i don't wanna leave without even trying.

2008-10-25T00:26:00.000+08:00

damn, super down now.
i've no idea whyyy.
gastric is killing me.
temper has been super bad, real bad.
sorry for showing super black faces to my mum&sister.
yes, no one to blame but myself.
i need to take a break manz, seriously.
too stressed up, been eating alot.
everyone does, not just me.
am going for a run tml. yes, i swear.
butttt, i'm just too lazy to get my butt out of this house.
but since i sweared, i will go.
probably in the evening, or morning?
next paper is on wed, there's only two papers next week.
yayness. i don't have to work like a bull anymore. but still my physics suck like shit.
so, have to mug like mad also lah. no difference.
my heart beat damn fast when amaths paper2 is about to start.
stuffed my ears with earphones,hoping that it will help.
but it doesn't.
wellz, paper still alright. just some questions.
tried a few times, BUT I JUST DON'T KNOW HOW TO DO.
yes, super pissed with myself. but since its over, no use thinking about it anymore.
i shall stuck myself under my blanket now. byez.

totally worn out.
if you'd made your choice, its time to make mine too.

2008-10-23T19:04:00.000+08:00

E-GEOGRAHY IS OVER.
SUPER HAPPYYY!
paper was easy. but i didn't study hard enough.
didn't memorise hard enough, so i guess i will only have a pass.
LOL. but i don't care anymore. since its overrr.
e maths&a maths paper tml.
damn, i hope a maths paper 2 will be easy.
because i screwed up my paper one.
zz.
SO, we will be having a class chalet at the end of year or the beginning of the year 2009.
depends eh. i will be the organiser. it would be great if anyone volunteers to help me out. :x
details will be on class blog by the end of this week.
BUT FIRST, i need to know who wants to stay overrrrr.
hmm, i guess i will pass down the msg tml evening.
okayyy, off to mug! byee!

i can't believe what i heard.
nonono.

2008-10-22T07:39:00.000+08:00

DAMNZ, its only seven forty five now&i'm wide awake.
i actually thought that i'm having both a maths&e maths paper today.
so, i woke up at six to revise a little.
went to bath at seven am.
got ready and went to limei's house.
&she's still asleep.
was so shocked. then her mum told me that there's only one paper today in the afternoon.
took a look at the entry proof. only then to realise how blur i am. :(
so, i laughed at myself. my mum, limei's mum laughed at me too.
its time for me to wake up eh? super blur me.
&& i gained weight. i'm really going on a diet now. LOL. hope it works this time.
because eating really makes one happy. hahah.
okay, not going to waste my time. off to mug! geo paper tml. god bless me!

2008-10-18T14:08:00.000+08:00

e-geo consultation in the morning.
was supposed to meet cheryl&shareena for breakfast.
BUT i overslept&woke up at nine fortyfive.
just fifteen mins before the consultation starts.
so, asked cheryl to buy me breakfast. :D
reached school&mdm lee is nowhere to be seen.
ended up we went to 1e1 classroom.
took out specs&realised i brought my sister's specs instead of mine.
WHATS WRONG WITH ME. argh.
i'm tired, super tired. :(
lunch with joy&cheryl at hougang mall.
yessss. eating makes me happy and fat at the same time.
i'm getting fatter. godddddddd.
not a good news to me.
i'm on a diet from today onwards. :x
okayyyy, so i'm really gonna scream and tear away my entry proof or burn it away on 111108 after my MCQ paper. :D
HAHAHA. okay, MUG MUG MUG. BYE.

wanted to let go,wanted to stay.
either way i can't breathe.

2008-10-18T00:36:00.000+08:00

not expecting much,
don't dare to.
because not wanting to get hurt.

2008-10-16T16:07:00.000+08:00

i think i screwed up the chemistry practical. :(
BUT ITS OVER.
so i'm gonna work doubly hard for my theory paper next monday.(if i don't feel like slacking)
LOL. okay, stress stress stress!
i'm super looking forward for the days after o levels.
i can sleep like for very long hours, and shop like mad everyday.(if i've the money)
HAHAH. but i've to study hard and suffer now first.
so, probably the next update will be after o levels. 11th will be my last paper&i can scream like mad.(a bit no link)
&after o levels, i hope everything will be back to normal. :)
I MISS MY CLASS&CAPTAIN'S BALL. :(
super tired nowwwwwwwwwwwww.
i'm going to take a nap now. :D
sleeping makes me happy. BYE.

devastated;wishing for the impossible.
mentally prepared for the worst.

this is nice. :D
Goodbye - Secondhand Serenade

It's a shame that it had to be this way
It's not enough to say I'm sorry
It's not enough to say I'm sorry

Maybe I'm to blame
Or maybe were the same
But either way I can't breathe
Either way I can't breathe

All I had to say is goodbye
Were better off this way
Were better off this way

I'm alive but I'm losing all my drive
Cause everything were been through
And everything about you
Seemed to be a lie
A guiltless twisted lie
It made me learn to hate you
Or hate myself for letting it pass by

All I had to say is goodbye
Were better off this way
Were better off this way
All I had to say is goodbye
Were better off this way
Were better off this way

And every, everything isn't only
What it seemed so hold these
Words that you never told me
Its time to say goodbye
Its time to say goodbye
Its time to say goodbye
Goodbye

Bye

Take my hand away
Spell it out
Tell me I was wrong
Tell me I was wrong

Take my hand away
Spell it out
Tell me I was wrong
Tell me I was wrong

Take my hand away
Spell it out
Tell me I was wrong
Tell me I was wrong

2008-10-13T22:15:00.000+08:00

cheryl's birthday. dress code:casual.

BIRTHDAY GIRLLL.

joy&cheryl.

me&cheryl.

jean&cheryl.(the october babies)

jolene&cheryl.

esther&cheryl.

limei&cheryl.

rose from hilarie.

hilarie&cheryl.

time to eat the cake!

bratz. :D

me, hilarie&cheryl.

LOL. stupid face. :D

LOVES!

its not very clear. but i think this is nice. lols.

background is hilarie with my big fat face. :D

THE CAKEE.

random.

& again.

bratz. <3

hilarie, me&cheryl.

(:

stupid faces. hahah.

cakeeeeeeeee. mango this time round. delicious!

i took for fun. :X

this also. LOL.

ME AGAIN.

darlings. :D

jean's birthday. dress code:red.

JEAN'S BIRTHDAYYYY!

birthday girl in the middle. :D

SMILE.

LOVES!

mingxun give the blur face.

HAPPYY.

pie and mee. :D

stupid face. :D

babies but joy wasn't around.

candid. :D

another one.

LOL. >.<

LOOK AT MINGXUN. LOL.

i love candid manz.

blurrrr.

can't see me. LOL.

I LOVE THISSS!

BRATZ. LOL.

we dislike jolene.(she's the one taking this photo.)

TWIST.

TWIST AGAIN. :D

smileeeee.

loves!

mingxun gives innocent face.

some random photos.

GAYS. :D

sanchez barry enjoying his chicken wing.

:DDDDDDDDDDD

soooo, today was busyyyyyyyy!
had lit in the morning&breakfast before it.
after that went home&leave for school.
before heading for school, limei and me bought lunch back to school.
yeah, then had physics consultation at 3.30 to 5.00.
library is coldddddddddddd.
after consultation, went home and took a nap.
dinner at seven plus.
tried having some carrot.
it tasted soooo weird.(for me)
but i will try to eat more of it since its beneficial for my eyes.
chemistry consultation at eight am tml. EARLYY.
probably going over to jean's house to study in the afternoon.
yup, thats all.
oh yes, MY THROAT HURTS BADLY.

running away by midnight hour. realised that hilarie loves this song too, like me. :D
& i really like one of the part, hilarie too.

Running Away - Midnight Hour

Don’t lie and say that its okay

It’s all right if there’s nothing more to say

So I’m running away, I’m leaving this place

Yeah I’m running away, I’m running away

Don’t tell me I’m the one to blame

Its too late for you to make me stay

No, I won’t stay

So I’m running away, I’m leaving this place

Yeah I’m running away, I’m running away

And faster than you can follow me from this lonely place

And farther than you can find me,

I’m leaving, yeah I’m leaving today

And I, I’ll never let you find me

I'M LEAVING YOU BEHIND WITH THE PAST, NO, I WON'T LOOK BACK.

AND I, I WANNA HEAR YOUR REASONS.

I WANNA HEAR YOU TELL ME WHY I SHOULD STAY

And try, try to understand me

Try to understand me what I say, when I say I can’t stay

I, I;m moving on from this place

I’m leaving and I won’t wait

I’m running away

I’m running away, I’m leaving this place

Yeah I’m running away, I’m running away.

many things going through my mind, or just you?

2008-10-13T00:20:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHERYLLLLLL.
LOVE YOU MANZZZ.

so, went to skcc to study with cheryl and limei in the afternoon yst.
hilarie joined us for a little while.
before heading to skcc, limei&me bought two bowls of super spicy soup with fishballs, beancurd&cabbage in it.
IT TOOK ME SO LONG TO FINISH IT.
damnz, super spicy. but its nice. lols.
cheryl&hilarie came late. both of them bought the soup too.
hahaha. things started to get fun after all of us finished the soup.
we flipped through the newspaper&started to prank call pple.
LOL, there were lists of job vacancy which have numbers.
so, limei called a modeling agency or something.
& asked if they accept her with the weight of 68 and height of 151.
LOL. super lame and funny.
laughed like mad.
hahaha, & tried on others like security guards, female escorts.
LOL. our laughter were SUPER loud.
its damn funny, will try again next time. LOL.
&today. TUITION MARATHON! like last week.
super tiring.
i wanted to fall asleep. but because we did lame stuffs during lessons.
it kept me awake. :D
but after tuition, i looked super dead. LOL.
somemore there's cheryl's birthday celebration in the evening.
but when it comes to food, i'm super energetic. LOL.
sooooooooooooo, bought the cake at four leaves.
went home & bathed. meet up babies at compass point.
jolene, jean, esther, joy and me went to chomp chomp to buy foods back to limei's house as we wanted to give cheryl a surprise. hahaha.
& we succeeded! :D
so, i'm suffering from a sore throat after having so many heaty foods&laughing like mad.
took lots of photos, will post them tml when i have the time. :D
so, after esther, jolene, jean&joy left.
bratz went into limei's room. & continued to laugh like mad.
LOL. had so much fun&LIMEI DROPPED OFF FROM THE BED. LOL.
and before that she dropped off from the sofa.
both done by me. LOL.
hahah, had lots of fun today.
love babies!
probably the last time to have so much fun before o levels.
after o levels, the fun will continue. :D
THERE'S LIT TML MORNING.
DAMNZ, GOTTA WAKE UP EARLY. :(

maybe i should just leave;in a dilemma.

2008-10-10T21:13:00.000+08:00

LAST DAY OF SCHOOLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL.
GODZZ, SUPER UPSET.
because i'm gonna miss my class and NOT the school. LOL.
okay, but im really upset ok.
school was fine today.
& after recess, almost half the class left.
but i stayed back for class photos.
:D
damnz, my class is FUN FUN FUN.
there's lots of memories. :(
but we are gonna have weekly gathering after o levels.
though not the whole class.
hahaha, first gathering will be straight away after grad high tea. :D
SEAFOODDDDDDDDDDD! CRABSSSSSSSSSSSSSS!
so pple, START SAVING OKAY!
yeah, i love my class manz. :D
life's gonna get busy.
im so afraid that i can't cope with this. :(
but wellz, gonna hang on no matter what.
one more month, and everything will end. then i will start playing like mad.
tuition this evening.
was late for it. :x
because i forgot my ezlink card. damnz, thats the stupidest thing i've ever done.
without ezlink card, WHERE CAN I GO?
&&& the worst is I ONLY REALISED IT WHEN I REACHED THE TRAFFIC LIGHT.
okay, i'm super blur and stupid.
oh yes, & i burnt my tongue while having dinner because i'm running late.
it still hurts now. zz.
anyway, i was late for around twenty five mins.
i don't feel like studying now. maybe tml? or after ghost whisperer.
i don't know why i'm still slacking now. lol.
hahaha, & my mum is super happy to see me getting back my appetite. :D
but wellz, not much difference.
trying to stay as cheerful as possible because my mum said i look very stressed up. :(
i realised things can change within one second depending on the decision you have made. & thats how cruel reality is.
realised this when i nearly crossed the road without looking out for cars or lorries. then the next second, a lorry zoomed pass.

maybe you've made your choice long ago.
maybe i should just leave.
& i'm sorry for everything.

2008-10-09T20:10:00.000+08:00

i'm suffering from a bad headache. :(
even after taking a panadol and slept for like four hours this afternoon.
ITS STILL THERE.
damnzzz. i hate headaches ok. :(
down with slight fever in the morning.
it comes and goes. wth.
had subway with darlings after school. :D
brought my cookie home because i can't finish it.
BUT it was invested with ants. :(
& i just threw it away.
I HATE ANTS.
ok, o levels coming real soonnnnnnnn.
practical next week. gonna work very hard now.
first paper is CHEMISTRYYY.
i wanna score well for chem, cause my physics will definitely pull me down.
the only thing that motivates me now, will be the trip to melaka after o levels with bratzzzzzzzzz! :D
OH YESSSSSSSSSSSS! i finally remembered the password of the new email which i signed up weeks ago. LOL.
PPLE, add me at ung.layhoe@hotmail.com. thankssssssssss!
okay, maybe i will switch to wordpress or live journal after o levels.
hmmmmm, or just stay at blogger. wellz. see first.
ok, I SHOULD BE STUDYING NOW. BYE.

i've used up all the energy in me to face all the things that happened to me recently. i'm exhausted but i will hang on.

2008-10-07T23:43:00.000+08:00

HELLLLLLLLLOOOO!
school starts late for the graduating classes tml.
but not a good news at all.
because we are having english mock paper AGAIN at two thirty.
& everything is gonna end at SIX FORTY or later. zz.
well, thats my life now. no choice. :(
with that stupid mock, i've no choice but to miss my emaths tuition at four.
like HELLO!, i paid money alrdy. LOL.
super auntie. HAHAH.
THERE'S NO PE TODAY. DAMNZ.
I WILL MISS PE WITH THE CLASS. :(
but i'm glad we don't have any pe lessons today. :x
because i had a slight fever this morning. but only realised it during recess.
thats super slow.
i've been reacting very slow these few days. zz.
i will be back to normal after o levels. LOL.
okay, so i went to the clinic that my uncle's wife recommended.
wellzzz, nothing much.
just that my eyes are too sensitive. thats why.
had mac after that.
i only had a meal at mac and a spring roll for today.
oh yes, not forgetting my favourite, winter melon. LOL.
thats my class's favourite.
HAHA.
went home after lunch, bathed.
and meet up darlings at rp to study. :)
super tired now. i'm going to sleep nowwwwwww!
bye!

perfect stranger.

2008-10-06T22:15:00.000+08:00

SO, i went to the polyclinic today with limei and guan rui. :D
we were caught in the rain, & had no choice but to run.
yup, shall not blog about the details. but i hope everything will be fine.
super exhausted. & i think i'm falling sick soon. :(
so, i still went for tuition tonight.
yeah, and it ended on time tonight. lol.
and something happened when i was walking down the stairs. damnnnnz.
its super embarrassing.
a lady stepped on my havaianas and i SCREAMED.
because i got a shock.
super super embarrassing, that lady gave me a ' you are crazy ' look.
lol. & justin scare me after that with a ' boo ' or something.
i forgot. lol.
yeah, a hectic day for everyone i guess.
&&& tml's pe! i hope there is.
okay, i'm going to sleep now. :D

you are running away, aren't you?

2008-10-05T16:19:00.000+08:00

just reached home.
tuition for a maths at 1100 to 1230.
lunch at 1230 to 0100.
e maths tuition at 0100 to 0300.
im kinda not feeling well. :(
slept at 2200 last night and woke up at 1000 this morning.
so, slept for twelve hours.
half of what i wanted.
okay, maybe i should go and sleep now.
byez.

& i don't hate you.

2008-10-04T20:29:00.000+08:00

today's gonna be the worst day in my entire life though i don't know what i might face in the future.
i only slept for four hours last night.
its definitely not enough for me.
i woke up at five plus and slept at one plus.
damnz, i hate my life. studies, studies & studies.
after paper went home and bathed.
had my lunch and left home at around tweleve forty.
meet up friends to study at kovan mac.
left at two plus because the manager or whatever chased us out.
went to a void deck to study.(we had no choice)
then left at around four because gr have tuition at four thirty.
i'm super tired now, i need to sleep for 24hrs if its possible.
sleeping makes me happy.
totally lost my appetite. i actually have to force myself to eat, wtf?
super stressed up. TWELEVE MORE DAYS TO O LEVEL.

on the verge of breaking down.

AND YES, LIMEI BOUGHT MY FAVOURITE SPRING ROLL FOR ME TO CHEER ME UP. I LOVE YOU BABY!

2008-10-01T23:23:00.000+08:00

went to gym with my darlings today.
and they are esther, limei and jolene.
:D
meet at 12.00
but JOLENE reached at 1230.
well, i was late too. HAHAH.
signed in at 12 plus.
and signed out at 2 plus after bathing.
my ankle still hurts.
zz.
after gym, we went to hm to have our lunch.
and my lunch was a cup of lemon tea and an apple pie from mac.
:D
went to popular after lunch.
and studied at mac for around an hour or even less that that. lols.
so, went home and changed after that.
met up the usuals for dinner at chomp chomp.
well, only six of us were able to go.
others had something on.
so, limei and i were late.
lols.
then took bus to chomp chomp.
waited damn long for the seats. ZZ.
damnzzz, finally had my BBQ chicken wings.
had been craving for it weeks ago.
I LOVE BBQ CHICKEN WINGS.
:D
after dinner, we took a stroll around the area.
hahah, to digest the food faster. :D
so reached home at 11.
okay, my mind is blank now.
cause i'm super sleepy now.
hahaha, bye!

you leave me speechless.

AND YESSS, please join yx's fanclub. :D

2008-09-28T21:16:00.000+08:00

QUIZZZ!

1. The person who tagged me:
Esther Goh SiYing.

2. Your relationship with him/her is:
Teammates and friends for more than three years. :D

3. Your first five impressions on him/her is:
Friendly, funny, caring, easy-going and auntie? LOL.

4. The most memorable thing that he/she had done for you:
i think nothing? LOL. but she's the best. :)

5. The most memorable thing that he/she had said to you:
i can't remember. LOL.

6. If he/she becomes your lover, you will:
she's alrdy mine. but she spend more time with jz and not me. :(

7. If he/she becomes your lover, the thing he/she has to improve on will be:
she's nothing to improve on i guess. LOL.

8. If he/she become your enemy, you will:
I guess it will never happens?

9. If he/she becomes your enemy, the reason will be:
I DON'T KNOW.

10. The most desired thing you want to do for him/her now is:
Give her a hug. :D

11. Your overall impression of him/her is:
super auntie. LOL.

12. How you think people around you will feel about you?
how would i know?

13. The characters you love of yourself are:
er. when i crack jokes, but nobody laughs at it? LOL.

14. On the contrary, the characters you hate yourself are:
bad-tempered. ZZ

15. The most ideal person you want to be is:
Hmm. be less hot-tempered.
and a better figure. =x

16. For people who cares and likes you, say something to them:
you guys are great! :D

17. Pass this quiz to 10 people that you wish to know how they feel about you:
1. Hilarie
2.Jean
3. Jolene
4. BooHui
5. Joy
6. Meiling
7. Carina
8. Chien wan
9. Jasmine Tan
10. Shareena

18. Who is no.6 having relationship with?
I don't know. LOL.

19. Is no.9 a male or female?
Female. :D

20. If no.7 and no.10 are together, will it be a good thing?
i don't think they know each other.

22. What is no.2 studying about?
er? secondary subjects?

23. When is the last time you had a chat with no.3?
I guess its on the saturday.

24. What kind of music band does no.8 likes?
i'm not so sure. lol.

25. Does no.1 have any siblings?
yup.

26. Will you woo no.3?
NO, duh. she's my pie alrdy. :D

27. How about no.7?
Yes, i'm a les now. LOL.

28. Is no.4 single?
YES, to larry liew.

29. What is the surname of no.5?
FOO.

30. What is the hobby of no.4?
being emo. LOL.

31. Does no.5 and no.9 get along well?
Not bad. lol.

32. Where is no.2 studying at?
NVSS.

33. Talk something casual about no.1:
DIRTY. LOL.

34. Have you tried developing feelings for no.8?
Of course, she's my honey. :)

35. Where does no.9 live?
Woodlands.

36. What colour does no.3 likes?
I think is red.

37. Are no.5 and no.1 best friends?
Hmm. i think yes.

38. Does no.1 have any pets?
NO, she might kill them. LOL.

39. Is no.7 the sexiest person in the world?
she has never stripped in front of me. LOL.

40. What is no.10 doing now?
I DON'T KNOW.

and here's the pics. :)
hilarie's birthday.

birthday girl!

i have no idea what they are trying to do. lol.

jolene and jean!

ESTHER GOH!

a row of gangsters. LOL.

cheryl and jolene.

they looked drunk. LOL.

i don't know what i was trying to do. lol.

ZHENGHAO IS SUPER EXTRA. LOL/

yx looked sincere and sanchez looked blur. lols.

THERE'S MORE, BUT MY STUPID FOLDER LAGGED. zz.

and now, class's photos.

they trying to throw away yx. LOL.

and again.

4e4!

4e4 again!

it was a super hot weather. lol.

haha, super funny.

this is better, but almost the same. lols.

the girls. :)

& again.

again.

i looked super weird. lols.

LOL.

haven't pose, yx take liao.

AGAIN.

and better. :)

(:

now, the guys. (:

faezah covered my face. lol.

the usual pose. lols.

now, the randoms.

QUIZZZ!  1. The person who tagged me: Esther Goh SiYing.  2. Your relationship with him/her is: Teammates and friends for more than three years. :D  3. Your first five impressions on him/her is: Friendly, funny, caring, easy-going and auntie? LOL.  4. The most memorable thing that he/she had done for you: i think nothing? LOL. but she's the best. :)  5. The most memorable thing that he/she had said to you: i can't remember. LOL.  6. If he/she becomes your lover, you will: she's alrdy mine. but she spend more time with jz and not me. :(  7. If he/she becomes your lover, the thing he/she has to improve on will be: she's nothing to improve on i guess. LOL.  8. If he/she become your enemy, you will: I guess it will never happens?  9. If he/she becomes your enemy, the reason will be: I DON'T KNOW.  10. The most desired thing you want to do for him/her now is: Give her a hug. :D  11. Your overall impression of him/her is: super auntie. LOL.  12. How you think people around you will feel about you? how would i know?  13. The characters you love of yourself are: er. when i crack jokes, but nobody laughs at it? LOL.  14. On the contrary, the characters you hate yourself are: bad-tempered. ZZ  15. The most ideal person you want to be is: Hmm. be less hot-tempered. and a better figure. =x  16. For people who cares and likes you, say something to them: you guys are great! :D  17. Pass this quiz to 10 people that you wish to know how they feel about you: 1. Hilarie 2.Jean 3. Jolene 4. BooHui 5. Joy 6. Ong Kaimin 7. Ung Layhoe 8. Debbie Lim 9. Yu Meiling 10. Jasmine Tan  18. Who is no.6 having relationship with? Jocelyn Han  19. Is no.9 a male or female? Female. But she is my ex. husband ^.^  20. If no.7 and no.10 are together, will it be a good thing? NO! But as friends, maybe yes.  22. What is no.2 studying about? I guess it's something to do with IT? Am i right Ivy?  23. When is the last time you had a chat with no.3? Sigh, Wednesday evening via SMS. We quarreled ):  24. What kind of music band does no.8 likes? Christian bands i suppose.  25. Does no.1 have any siblings? No.  26. Will you woo no.3? No. Because she's already mine ;D  27. How about no.7? No. She's also mine! (:  28. Is no.4 single? No. She's attached to me :/ Just joking. She's with 老白人 ;D  29. What is the surname of no.5? Tan -  陈  30. What is the hobby of no.4? Being with me? Hahaha. No la, just being BHB. Hmm, no idea :x  31. Does no.5 and no.9 get along well? They are complete strangers.  32. Where is no.2 studying at? NYP  33. Talk something casual about no.1: Dirty! HAHAHA!  34. Have you tried developing feelings for no.8? Yes. She's my love.  35. Where does no.9 live? Sengkang. Just opposite NVSS!  36. What colour does no.3 likes? Red.  37. Are no.5 and no.1 best friends? Coincidentally, they're friends. But i'm not sure how close.  38. Does no.1 have any pets? No, i guess.  39. Is no.7 the sexiest person in the world? YES! She's the sexiest person to me. Her figure is drop dead gorgeous!  40. What is no.10 doing now? You think i can predict ah? Maybe out with her bf.

esther, limei, me and jolene.

THIS IS SUPER FUNNY. LOL.

LOVES!

FINALLY DONE~
will update class blog on tues or monday. (:

LOST.

2008-09-28T14:48:00.000+08:00

my ankle is recovering!
and pe on tues. HAHAH.
had physics paper yst.
SUPER DIFFICULT.
so, im dead lah.
zz. after the paper had mac breakfast. then went home.
yeah, meet up justin at the bus stop with limei.
went to ehub.
zhenghao was with us too.
bought mr ong's havaianas.
:D
then we studied.
damn, no life.
books are stacking up on my desk or maybe papers.
lol. yeah, gonna work super hard.
then play like mad after os. :D
will post photos tonight or later. super lazy. bye!

2008-09-20T21:06:00.000+08:00

30 more days, exactly a month away from o levels.
but i seems to lose my motivation.
can't concentrate anymore.
hoping that i will get back my motivation back soon.
because i haven't start on my combined humans.
alright, ankle still bad, still swollen.
seriously, i want it to recover fast.
i'm going back to the doctor tml morning.
the doctor said its not a minor sprain.
so, it will take some time to recover.
i think i will rest early tonight. :)

2008-09-16T18:32:00.000+08:00

I SPRAINED MY ANKLE DURING PE TODAY. :'(
and it hurts like madddddddddddddddddddddddd.
now, its swollen like a bun on my left ankle.
so, im going to see doctor later.
i sprained when i landed on the floor as i jumped up for a ball.
we were playing captain's ball.
damnnnnnnnnnnn.
why do i always get hurt during pe lessons.
just two weeks ago, i twisted my ankle, well at least its just a twist.
not as bad as this time round.
it hurts so badly that i can't even walk properly, and i needed pple to carry me.
thank you sanchez, limei, cheryl, zhenghao and guanrui.
lol.
sanchez carried me all the way up to the fourth floor. he's damn kind.
if not, i guess it will take a long time for me to hop up to fourth floor.
and my right leg will be broken by then.
LOL.
anyway, it really really hurts alot.
and thank you chien wan who helped me out.
:D
limei also carried me for a distance too.
hahaha.
and cheryl! she tried carrying me while we were all going down for assembly.
lol.
so, i hopped around in school today.
i guess i will be suffering from muscle ache tml morning.
LOL. so, after assembly we had crt for physics.
and after physics, wanted to ask zhenghao to give me a ride home.
because he has a bicycle.
BUT i had to sit on the handle. and i think its too dangerous.
so, i decided to hop home. lol.
but, saw guanrui.
and he carried me home, along with limei, longxiang who helped me carry my bag and zhenghao.
haha, guan rui is the best brother!
thank you everyone who helped me.
though i found out that i lost my shoe during the english lessons.
hopped around looking for it and ended up getting scolded by the mdm whoo.
and she thinks hopping around, is fun.
for what she scold huh.
i had to look for my shoe what.
was damn pissed off.
OKAY, im going to see the doctor soon. bye!

2008-09-13T22:35:00.000+08:00

SUPER TIRED.
i can barely open my eyes now.
lol. had physics mock paper today.
and i woke up at three plus four to study.
had to cover the whole syllabus, so no choice.
but im glad i slept at eight plus last night and woke up at ten.
i wanted to catch ghost whisperer on channel five.
BUT IT WAS SHOWING PARALYMPICS OPENING CEREMONY.
so i went off to bed after watching channel u show.
so, i studied till six thirty and went back to sleep again leaving out the last two chapters.
and luckily, there weren't much question on both the chapters.
had breakfast before the paper which starts at nine.
meet up with classmates at rp mac.
had hotcakes with sausage. then left for school at around 8.55.
so, we were late. hahhaa.
after the paper, had a meeting for the graduation high tea.
it was only a short meeting. so i left with jean after that.
reached home and chiong my amaths tys.
there's only five more units to go. i wanted to finish them by tomorrow.
but i guess its impossible lah.
six to five more weeks left.
super stressed up.
lesser sleep, more work.
i will update about hilarie's birthday next time round.
too tired to do so.
okay, byebye!

been thinking too much, time to stop.

2008-09-09T21:04:00.000+08:00

okay, i will update my blog now.
life has been busy for me and everyone recently.
everyone is rushing for their revision including me.
damn, left with around six weeks and im not done with any subjects though i finished my chem tys excluding the paper behind.
gonna complete my a maths tys by this week and physics tys next week.
will start on my combined humans revision next week.
SUPER BUSY.
not going to slack off anymore.
but, there's e maths mock paper tml and on thurs.
then physics mock on sat.
damn, this amount of work is killing me!
i hope i can last till the o level.
okay, will be updating on hilarie's birthday soon when i get photos from peiyu. :)
okay, off to mug!

well, its not easy to let go just like that.
it had been more than two years, there's too much to erase.
probably not erase off but slowly keeping them deep into my heart.
&i believe time will heals everything.
i will take it as a change in my life.
and i will make the best out of it even if its gonna be difficult.
&today is suppose to be the 29th month. :'(

2008-08-05T22:19:00.001+08:00

been busy with things.
my mood now is soooo i don't know how to say, maybe just BAD.
got back some prelims paper.
damn, my e maths paper one. HORRIBLE.
i don't want to see it.
but im glad that i passed my sciences.
okay, had lunch with jolene and jean after school today. :)
yes, i love them. :)
jean always cheer me up when im sad.
and jolene shes always lame. hahha!
of course, and also limei, esther.
limei, she always crack jokes suddenly.
and esther also always cheer me up. :)
for two other babies, im not sure. but i just feel that we are drifting apart.
and i know, when its time to let go, we should let go right?
well, though its easy to say, its hard to do it.
its very heartbreaking to see friends leaving you. isn't it?
well, but at least as friends, we did what we can.
and i know very well, they will still go away.
yes yes yes, im gonna start crying if i continue this.
i find it hard to follow my revision timetable that i just planned.
ARGH!

2008-07-30T22:06:00.000+08:00

woke up 11 today.
lol.
had a very nice sleep. :D
met jolene at one.
and we actually boarded the same bus!
but she refused to come down and i refused to go up the upper deck.
also, she alighted at the interchange while i alighted at the bus stop outside hm.
so, we only meet each other at hougang mall.
had our pepper lunch!
we both had chicken and salmon.
super niceeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. just that its kind of salty? lol.
after lunch. we went to rent vcd.
damn, there's no p2!
so, we rented over her dead body.
and bought bubble teas.
after that we went over to jean's house.
yeah.
so, we started to make cheese cake.
and esther came over after a while.
yeah. its sort of a SPPG making cheesecake day.
LOL.
okay, i think im lame.
anyway, after that we watched over her dead body.
and its damn nice and funny.
hahahha.
enjoyed the show.
and we left her house at around five plus.
oh, jolene recieved a rose from bryan.
thats like so sweet of him.
yeah. okay. im going to bed now. super tired. bye!

what's wrong?

2008-07-29T22:31:00.000+08:00

yeah, so had my last paper today.
it wasn't as tough as i thought.
so after the paper we had health check.
my left eye is always much better than my right eye.
so, the nurse asked me to have bigger portion for meals.
god, how? lol.
but anyway, im gonna have more vege and less oily foods.
because pimples are popping out of my FOREHEAD.
damn, i don't want this to happen.
my face is in a mess now.
well, at least there's no pimples on my nose.
haha.
even though more pimples are popping out, im still having pepper lunch with jol tml!
like, finally. lol.
so, after health check, settled things on class tee.
and rushed home.
bathed and had my lunch.
its super super rush.
i don't like to rush. lol.
cabbed down to amk.
movie with babies!
jol, esther and jean reached there first.
wanted to buy tickets.
but they weren't allow to. the show is NC16.
so, limei and me reached.
we tried again. but they just DON'T ALLOW us to buy.
so, we bought tickets for dark knight then.
BUT, we sneaked into the theater which is showing wedding daze.
LOL.
the movie is niceeeeeeeeeeee.
funny and with limei's laughter.
the show is HILARIOUS.
:) enjoyed myself of course.
after the show, limei left for mls.
and the rest of us went to hm to buy ingredients for cheese cake.
yup, going over to jean's house to make cheese cake after lunch with jolene tml.
and we are watching P2 at her house.
hahhaa. went home after that.
super super tired.
gonna rest early tonight. :)

& i don't believe in forever anymore.
there's no forever.

2008-07-28T17:34:00.000+08:00

changed blogskin!
it took me a long time to do it.
and also to find this blogskin.
my eyes are so tired now after this.
alright.
prelims will be over real soon.
tml will be combined science MCQs and practical on thursday.
there will also be another round of english oral this friday.
boring life? lol.
gonna start my revision next week.
last week to play hard. LOL!
anyway, yst went to shop around with limei.
and i tried a top from topshop at vivocity.
i really like it. but it cost 43 dollars and its after 50%.
so expensive can.
lol.
after that we had mac. we shared a meal because we are having chomp chomp in the evening.
well, there should be seven of us having dinner tgt.
but ended up only guan rui, yx, limei and me went to chomp chomp.
lol.
but still, i had my BBQ chicken wings FINALLY!
had been craving for it since the past few weeks. lol.
so, had lit papers today.
its totally a gone case lah.
i don't even know what the hell am i writing.
haha.
had lunch with cheryl, limei and mummy after the paper.
:D
movie tml with babies after the paper!
i wanted to watch P2 okay.
but only jean and me want to watch that, so too bad.
will be watching wedding daze. :D
alright, tuition tonight. bye!

2008-07-07T22:29:00.000+08:00

went out with babies to study today at amk library.
well, at least im studying now.
i hope friends around me started alrdy.
if not, it will be way too late for prelims.
alright, after that went to amk hub and walked around.
jingzhong came, to fetch esther obviously.
went to starhub.
and went home. was sooooo sleepy lah.
well, actually we didn't go home.
bryan came to fetch jolene.
they both have got sweet boyfriend.
took 86 with limei and took the receipt for my memory card from my sister.
went to compass's starhub to collect my memory card.
then went home, bathed and had my lovely dinner.
alright, life has been really bad for me.

sometimes i wonder if im asking for too much.
is that really so difficult?
why do i always see boyfriends giving some little gift to cheer their girlfriends.
and, i don't get anything.
that feeling is soooo awful.
its really painful to keep waiting.
i feel damn terrible now.
i wanna cry badly.

2008-06-27T23:05:00.000+08:00

first week of school, it was fine.
lol. hmm. i think i really gotta pull up my socks eh.
so, meeting babies tml morning to study.
chem! i wanna do well for prelim.
even though its only prelim.
but if i scored badly for prelim, i will feel very stressed up.
lol.
so, im gonna study really really hard for the next one month.
:D
alrightttt, tml is gonna be bad.
mummy going over to mls, daddy is attending a wedding dinner, and my sister, COMPETITION.
dinner alone tml night. :(
well, at least i can have some time alone. and study my chemistry. LOL.
okay, there's so many niceeeeee movies coming up!
and i don't have the time to watch.
thats pretty sad.
maybe i will get the DVDs after o level? they will be out by then. heh.
okayyyyyyyyy, im off to bed. :)

what's going on?
everything is so wrong.

2008-06-22T00:17:00.000+08:00

HOLIDAY IS GONNA END SOON.
this holiday is too short for me, or in fact everyone.
and i haven't touch any books yet!
yah, im so dead.
okay, today i woke up at ONE.
after that, lunch and slacked.
i bet my prelim's result will be like shit.
lol.
around six, we left and went to uncle's house.
to fetch the really big luggage of my cousin's.
hahahha.
went to amk area.
and came to this coffee shop.
had our dinner there.
GOD, the soup is superb!
and the fried rice, its better than my mum's.
LOL.
and after dinner, we head off to the airport.
chatted with my cousin.
and i think its really cool and nice to go overseas and study.
but the bad thing is you are gonna miss damn lots of thing in s'pore.
if im going over someday, the first thing i wanna do is go over to chomp chomp and have lots of BBQ chicken wing. LOL.
alright, sent her off.
and this is the first time i saw my uncle tearing!
its really sad lah.
without her with us, we can't order much food.
because she can really eat alot but not very fat.
hahah.
okayy.
went over to terminal three.
and had a bowl of dessert.
hahaha, im getting fatter. xD
after that, went to kallang leisure park to fetch sis, rach, my and ml.
and home sweet home!
i loveeeeeeeeeeee my bed! :D

2008-06-20T22:30:00.000+08:00

i realised friendships can be fixed or torn in a few seconds.
either by rumours, gossips, misunderstanding and other things.
im glad that i have all my babies with me.
but, like i said friendship can be fragile somehow.
before that one second, they can be smiling to each other, and the next second, they might just stare at each other.
so, CHERISH friendships. but at the same time know who you are hanging out with.
make sure that they are right for you.
i love my babies!
and of course my precious boyfriend. <3

HELLO.
it has been a long time since i last posted.
LOL.
alright, its just plain lazy.
last week of holiday.
this whole month passes so fast!
im gonna miss the time.
because its time to mug hard.
less than a month before prelims.
alright, out with my baby today.
went to tm.
baby fetched me at 1030.
yup. we were on our way to the 27 bus stop.
and GUESS WHAT HE SAID.
he actually forgot to bring money along.
sooooo, we traveled back to his house and took the money.
left, and reached tm.
bought tickets for 'Get Smart!'.
and went to seoul gardennnnn.
GODDDD, I MISSED SEOUL GARDEN SO MUCH.
LOL.
so, I HAD ALOT.
baby toooo.
hahah.
i love the mint&chocolate ice-cream there.
its superb!
and after brunch, both of us were damn fulll.
so, we walked around to digest the food.
but baby keep complaining that he wants to sleep.
see, sleepy head!
hahha.
so, movie after that.
ITS SO DAMN HELL NICE AND FUNNY.
i had a good laugh.
LOL.
its a must watch movie! :D
hmmm.
went to century square to collect my phone.
its the second time, and i used the phone for only four months.
pathetic.
after collecting my phone, went home straight.
both of us were all dead beat.
yeah. love my bed the most.
lol.
alrightt. im tired. byeeeeeeeeee.

2008-06-03T23:42:00.000+08:00

okay.
im damn moody now.
had a sentosa trip with babies.
had lots of fun.
they really made me forget about unhappy things.
love them!
and there's another seminar tml again.
at ELEVEN.
thats so damn early. hahaha.
and tuition tml at six.
im getting back to books.
will be starting on chemistry first. :D
its time to work hard again.

so, what am i suppose to do?
i feel like a loser.
unable to make things right.
but, was it my fault only?
what i have said are all bullshit?
then, i think its all over.

2008-06-01T00:54:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY XIAO YUAN!

hmm.
this week is very tiring.
because's its xiao yuan's birthday.
haha!
gotta prepare stuffs.
such as buying her two bikinis, baking 16 muffins and making birthday card.
i think she really likes them especially the flower bikini!
haha.
so, went to have teppanyaki at ps with birthday girls, babies and ian.
the food is damn damn delicious, just that its ex.
was very full. had beef set meal.
=D
after that we tried dragging some time here and there.
and eventually went to hm. lol.
then went to xiao yuan's hse and WATCH TV.
hmm. gave her surprises.
hahahha.
okay, i had a fun time with babies!
and today, swimming with baby mei. baby ter and baby jol.
=D
though i don't really know how to swim.
i still tried. =x
rained after an hour of swimming!
we were enjoying ourselves!
thats very sad.
after that bathed and went to have kfc.
which i didn't have it for weeks.
hmm.
walked ard and so on.
yup! had a fun day. :D

i still care, i wanna die.
its so unbearable.

2008-05-26T22:30:00.000+08:00

i don't know why, but i decided to blog at this time!
okay, its only ten thirty but its my bed time!
a 'big day' for me today.
because its o level chinese paper today.
lol.
okay, it was quite okay?
haha.
clarabelle's birthday on sat.
went to her chalet and had lots of fun.
haha.
i guess its the last chalet im having before the o level starts. sad.
okay, study sesssion with girlfriends after paper.
went home to bath first before meeting them.
e maths paper 2 and EL oral.
whats with the school.
giving us so many mock papers which i think is useless.
they should have just give us MID YEAR.
=)
so, there's only two weeks of june holiday which i guess i will spend them on mugging.
life has been so bad for me!
but, something inspired me. LOL.
and guess what? its the chinese paper.
i think its kind of stupid. lol.
but really, there's one passage which really makes sense.
=D
okay, i may be alright for this second, but maybe i will be damn pissed off for the next second.
my temper had been really bad lately!
so, i'm gonna head off to bed now!
byebye!

its gonna be alright.

2008-05-22T17:34:00.000+08:00

bad day for me.
cause im in a lousy mood.
amount of homework is increasing.
o level chinese paper on monday.
i don't know what am i doing.
trying my very best to concentrate on studies.
but, i've got no motivation AT ALL.
i was very pissed off with myself in the morning.
i don't know why.
i think im somehow crazy or what.
there's still plenty of work to be done.
off to work.

feel so fucking stressed up.
feel like a loser.
feel like an idiot.
feel so terrible..
i tried to forget it.
but its difficult, very difficult.

2008-05-20T21:15:00.000+08:00

hmmmmm.
its a new start for me eh.
okay. its going to be a very short post.
because im super tired now.
and i wanna get to my bed early tonight.
hmm, went to sentosa with bratz.
=D
had lots of fun sun tanning. LOL.
and i looked like a tomato today.
im aching all over now.
so, im going to bed now.
=)
will post again soon.

2008-04-01T17:25:00.000+08:00

i love jean and esther!
haha. im at jean's now with esther.
yeah. we are studying.
really studying.
except for jean.
she's like a mad woman now.
don't know why. maybe too much stress.
okay. life has been really busy for me and maybe everyone.
lots of work.
and im starting for revision alrdy.
not much for my tvvvv.
but im still watching the 9pm show.
esther is really stressed up now.
she has been cursing alot since just now.
because of the mathematics questions which made her mad.
and she's laughing to herself now.
okay, im having ss test tml.
great. im having headache now.
i feel sleeping for 24 hours without waking up at all. lols.
i love my bed.
haha.
okay.
enough of crap. im going off and continue with my beloved physics.
byebye!
love my baby!

2008-03-13T23:25:00.000+08:00

met jeanlee, bestie at compass.
and she was late! but its okay.
hahah.
and took train to ps.
bought tickets.
and had our lunch.
teppanyaki!
damn. its so nice.
i will go again next time.
obviously, i had the beef set lunch.
lols.
and jean had chicken set lunch.
after that, we still had plenty of times.
shopped.
and decided to had ice-cream with waffle.
after that, went to clark quay.
walked around.
the resturants there are sooo beautiful.
we are going there when we got our first paycheck.
which is still long.
lols.
then went back to ps.
and watched the movie.
quite nice.
but the ending is @#$@#!#!
i really don't like the ending lahs.
anyway, went home after the show.
and had dinner.
blah blah blah.
meeting baby tml. :D
ok, im so sleepy now. byebye.

2008-03-12T22:04:00.000+08:00

so, ITS MY SIXTEENTH BIRTHDAY TODAY!
thanks those who sent me msg last night at twelve plus.
hahaha.
okay, had three different celebration.
and one more with jean tml!
had my first celebration on monday with my girlfriends.
they are limei, cheryl, hilarie, esther, joy, jolene and clarabelle.
had seoul garden.
esther came to my house and waited for me and also charged psp.
she was totally into the game, super collapse 3.
then, took bus 87 to the 27's bus stop.
and took 27 to tampines mall.
i love seoul garden lah.
girlfriends treated me the meal.
but i paid six bucks for the soup base.
and limei was angry with me!
she don't wanna let me pay luhs.
so, had COFFE CHICKEN.
damn nice.
we ate damn lot of food there.
and after that keep taking lot of pictures.
anddd!
surprise from my girlfriends.
came up by limei.
haha. i know what to do when its her birthday.
hahaha.
then walked around after that.
thanks for the present girls.
and tuesday, had a maths lesson in the morning.
and my second celebration with the class.
this time round, its mine and chien wan's birthday celebration.
lol.
meet pple at five at serangoon station.
headed for chomp chomp after that.
the food there was super nice.
chien wan, pei yu and ian came late.
and we had the cake after chien wan finished her food.
THE CAKE WAS DAMN NICE LAH.
and the drink stall uncle gave chien wan and me a cup of sugar cane juice.
and we gave him a few pieces of cake. lols.
after that took some pics and left.
thanks pple for the presents.
and this morning, had a maths lesson again.
was late. damn tiring and sleepy. lol.
then took test.
met up with baby at one pm today.
went to hougang mall and had our lunch.
our favourite place, long john sliver. lols.
after that took 153 to queensway.
long trip.
played with baby's psp.
mahjong! lol. though its in japan. -.-
reached queensway.
raining damn heavily.
went around, shopped.
baby bought his addas running shoe.
after that, went off. and get to ps.
shopped around.
and had our dinner at pastamania.
i ordered the spicy crayfish and tiramisu.
damn nice.
was so full that i couldn't walk properly.
baby also. LOL.
so, after that we walked around.
trying to digest a bit.
and baby complained that he's having a headache.
and im damn tired too.
we decided to go home.
thanks for the present baby. love ya. <3 lols. and tml! movie and teppanyaki with bestie! hahaha. i think i should rest early lah. holiday gonna end soon.
x(

love my baby and girlfriends!

2008-03-08T22:25:00.000+08:00

so, i didn't go school on friday.
no voice andd flu.
im still having flu now.
and, there's no mock today.
slept till 11 plus.
oh, and i slept till the door bell rang, i also don't know.
LOL.
cause i slept at two last night.
=)
woke up, played psp and had lunch.
damn sleepy now.
went to kovan to fetch sis with mum and dad.
and had kfc for dinner.
then went over to amk hub.
bought stuffs.
and back home now.
=)

23rd month tml. =) love ya.

2008-03-06T20:57:00.000+08:00

feeling so sick right now.
kind of losing my voice.
and my mum said i sound like ah ma.
wth?
having running nose.
i hope i can attend school tml.
since i didn't go to school for two days.
had sore eyes yst.
so didn't go school uh.
and went to doc. and she gave me two days of mc.
so nice of her. lol.
then went for netball finals in the afternoon.
went with esther.
took 965.
and the weather is damn cold mann.
thats why im falling sick?
and im very pek chek now.
argh.
at least, my birthday is coming!

time tgt is getting lesser.

2008-03-04T21:45:00.000+08:00

finally, i got the mood and the time to blog.
hahah.
urms.
busy with works and tv. LOL.
okay. i'm having very deep dark circles now.
i have to sleep more during the one week holiday.
lols.
these few weeks.
tried not to sleep in class.
but still, i fell asleep sometimes.
mostly, geo and chinese lessons.
cause boring.
okays.
i damn pissed off with my chinese teacher.
i just think that she sucks and not suitable to be a teacher.
well, she's irritating.
i just hate her now.
i don't talk to her nicely anymore.
though last time i don't really talk to her nicely.
but WHO CARES.
she DISGUSTS me.
okay, im not going to talk about her alrdy.
tests, mock exams.
trying to force myself to study hard.
i just need some motivation.
lols.
so, i only get to see honey once in a week now.
sad.
sometimes twice.
but its so little compared to last time.
haha.
just hope that i can see him more often.
=(
okay.
thats all. byebye.
i miss you badly lah.

2008-02-09T20:33:00.000+08:00

its CNY alrdy.
and school's starting on monday again.
life is so boring.
thurs was the first day of CNY.
relatives came.
played mahjong and card games.
mahjong with cousin and aunts.
cool. hahha.
and card games with cousins.
played in between.
haha. had a great time.
went over to mls with grandpa and grandma on friday afternoon.
bought some DVDs last night.
then blah blah blah.
came back this afternoon.
was exhausted.
im like half dead now.
argh.
went to compass with mum.
though the both of us were damn tired.
had kfc.
and bought some shows.
went to watson after that.
then went home.
im dying soon.
byebye.

2008-02-03T20:41:00.000+08:00

this is only the second post of this year.
lols.

anyway, this coming thursday will be CNY.

thats so fast.

im so into the CNY mood now.

i don't know why either.

hmm.

so, yst went to bugis with honey.

meet him at compass.

and he was late.

then we had kfc.

damn long didnt have kfc alrdy.

then after that went to bugis.

went to bugis street.

look ard for honey's pants.

all damn ex.

he saw one which he likes but it costs 70 bucks.

so didn't buy.

then walked around. and i bought two tee shirts.

hmm. then went to bugis junction.

went to messy.

and honey bought one pants.

45.90. lols.

then bought passion green tea.

nice. lols. but a little too sweet.

after that took train and back to compass.

damn. the train was so packed.

then honey bought two bangles for me.

haha. one white which is thick.

and one black which is thin.

hmm.

then went home after that.

had a great day with honey. =)

and today went for tuition.

and after that had lunch with limei, mum and sis at varinice.

then went to shop and save.

mum bought stuffs. and we went home.

helped mum to do some stuffs and so on.
nothing much today.

2008-01-12T22:13:00.000+08:00

HELLO!
my new comp arrive.
the screen is big.
lols.
okay. actually is not arrive lah.
my mum and i went to collect it this morning.
cabbed to funan.
brought mingxun along.
so collected the new comp.
mum carried them and i carried mingxun.
xD
then cabbed back to sengkang.
and mingxun slept.
and i start to assemble the comp.
its easy lah cause got guide.
lols.
hmm.
then because of the internet thing i went crazy.
actually i just forgot to enable it.
LOL.
hmm.
then played some games.
then went out to kovan and fetch sis then had dinner.
nice. lots of laughter. i love my family!
then home sweet home.

yst night had tuition.
and went to shirleen's house with limei for fidelis birthday.
had steamboat.
niceeee!
then played dai dee.
won two or three rounds.
then left at ten plus.
dad came to fetch us.
had lots of fun.
we were very high. lols.

i miss my honey. x(
and he's going to be away for four or five days.
sad. byebye.

2007-12-28T23:44:00.000+08:00

christmas is over.
so fast.
and school gonna reopen soon.
and soon it will be chinese new year.
great. haha.
went out with honey yst.
had mac. nice. lols.
watched i am legend.
well, not bad.
i think when he strangle his dog that part, very sad.
i almost cried.
some parts are funny too.
some parts very scary.
it just suddenly appear.
and the sound effect.
its like scary.
lols.
its nice lah overall.
hmm.
then after that went to clark quay for a little while.
lols.
the river stink!
then water is like eeek.
lols.
then went home.
had a nice day with baby. =)
mingxun stayed over.
cause his dad's car broke down.
hmm. yah.
and this morning.
meet honey for lunch.
went to hm.
and had ban mian.
slacked and chatted.
=)
so went home.
rot and sleep. xD
okay. done.
byebye!

happiness. =)

2007-12-19T23:58:00.000+08:00

okay, i'm done with it.
perhaps i didn't try harder.
i regretted.
will miss the team.
so, i rebond my hair.
with jolene and limei.
but limei got there earlier.
cause she's going mls.
hmm.
nothing much happened.

some random pics. :)

rach!

jol. :)

tingting ; egsy.

limei. :)

i miss them.

i just love him. :)

MINGXUN!

byebye.

2007-12-16T15:34:00.000+08:00

hmm.
so, meet jeremy yst.
took 89.
but forgot to bring my ez-link card. =x
so, went home and take it. lols.
then went to white sand first.
had lunch.
then wanna go pasir ris park cycle de.
but the sky is dark.
then it started to rain. lols.
so, went back to sengkang.
the weather is so. zz.
anyway, i had a happy time with honey. =D
byebye!
selections tml, i will do my best.

2007-11-29T22:02:00.000+08:00

so, went to mls last weekend.
it was a bad trip.
cause i fell sick.
feeling cold and hot.
whole body feel so weak.
anyway, i'm much better now.
just that i keep coughing.
bought lots of DVDs.
my favourite!
so came back on sunday afternoon.
and didn't go for training on monday.
cause still feeling very sick.
then on tuesday went out with honey.
decided to go for cycling.
my idea. lols.
so took 87 to bedok.
but decided not to cycle instead.
afraid that it might rain or something.
so went to have honey's lunch.
and we bought tickets for movie.
the cinema there is bad.
i mean not bad.
the air-con there is working.
just that the chair is bad.
its so hard.
before the show, we walked around.
i didn't really go there once.
and shop.
so looked around.
nothing much and the its hot.
the show quite lame.
all singing.
lols.
so, honey and i are playing a game called free running.
its nice.
we both like it. =D
and yst.
honey went to look for the job.
so i pei him.
i hate rain.
serious.
oh.
and i dressed like shit yst.
he laughed at me. its so bad.
lols.
went to hm to have lunch first.
then went to don't know where.
then went to the wrong place.
and so on.
then went home.
i enjoy staying beside him. =)
okay. i'm done.
today is a boring day. byebye.
i love my boy alot. <3

2007-11-22T22:14:00.000+08:00

hello world.
i didn't go for training today.
cause i feel like my body is shattering when i woke up this morning.
i think i fell very hard.
that's why.
so, went out in the afternoon to buy stuffs for bbq and book the pit.
actually, we didn't book the pit.
zhenghao booked it.
okayy.
anywayyyy, we bought lots of food!
i'm so excited lahhhh.
i wish that tml is the bbq day already. LOL.
and my wounds still hurt.
okay.
btw, i wanna thank my girls for treating me seoul garden.
=D
okay. byebye.

2007-11-21T22:03:00.000+08:00

hello world.
my life is bad, very bad.
i fell today.
during the warm-ups.
its always the warm up.
sian.
four wounds.
different parts of my body.
its like WTH.
hmm.
i'm not in a great mood to post.
okay, but i need to say that my friends are great.
i watched bratz last friday.
its really a nice show.
about four friends.
getting into a college.
but was separated because of CCAs.
then got back together because of an incident.
and helping each other again.
its really nice.
i love my friends.
=DDD
okay.
i'm like in a damn sucky mood now.
bye. i'm going to bed SOON.

2007-11-11T22:59:00.001+08:00

yst morning had a run with esther.
it was great. lols.
after the run went to varinice and bought some drinks.
and we walked to hougang mall.
can you believe it?
its my first time.
its not tiring at all.
so, went to look around.
i bought nail polish.
and rented one vcd and one dvd.
at least i can spend my weekend watching it.
instead of sleeping or playing psp.
so, had dinner at rp last night.
kfc.
mingxun was with us.
he's staying over at my house for a few nights.
GREAT.
and he's going to sleep with me.
since my sis is going away for camp.
woke up at 12 plus.
and ordered mac.
and watched the dvd i rented.
BORING LIFE.
i'm gonna be fat if i spend the rest of the holiday just like this.
hmm.
and what else.
i did nothing.
but just playing my psp.
then parents came home and around five plus we went out for dinner.
went to a coffee shop near grandma's house and had dinner.
the smoke made me smell like i just had a bbq or something.
after dinner send grandma home and we headed for DSF.
to buy some souvenir gifts for my sister's camp.
so went back to far east plaza because my dad parked his car there.
was looking around at the sandals and heels.
dad bought a shoe.
and i was trying a sandal.
and kenneth suddenly appear beside me or in front of me.
lols.
i never thought that i will meet anyone i know there.
lols. so i just wore a sch tee and a fbt shorts.
cause, you know pure lazy. x)
okayyyyyyyyyyy.
i'm going to end here.
bye bye.
=D

2007-11-09T22:21:00.000+08:00

happy birthday laogong. though its yst. x)
happy nineteenth month. ITS TODAY. xD
okay. very long didn't post. lols.
had training in the morning.
and meet laogong after that.
went to vivo city to watch movie.
watched the game plan.
i really think its nice ok.
and burger king before the show.
which is only ten or fifteen mins. lols.
so after the show, walked around.
and laogong bought a RED colour polo tee.
i think it matches well with his pants.
=D
soooooooo, after that went home le.
cause he gotta meet up with his parents.
but at least he's sweet enough to take mrt with me till serangoon.
and take bus. lols.
i got my turtle! its so cute.
but very dusty? or don't know what. lols.
okay. i'm very tired now. byebye.

i love him plenty. <3

2007-10-24T21:26:00.000+08:00

i'm here to blogggggg! =D
my blog is dead. i know.
i'm just so damn lazy to switch on the com ever since the eoy started.
okayyy.
shopping these few days after eoy ended. LOL.
bought tops and bottoms.
like FINALLY.
i didn't shop for thousand of years.
anyway,
I HURT MY BACK.
i didn't go for trainings.
and it's the second time i hurt my back.
its pain okay.
i went to bugis and far east today.
i was tired.
and my feets hurt like hell.
thank you for those who keep my tagboard alive.
keep on tagging ok. =DDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

i will blog next time.
LOL.
oh. and i'm getting report book on sat.
nervous. BYE.

2007-09-25T23:14:00.000+08:00

I'M BORED.
so, i decided to blog a little.
okayyy.
let me seee.
weekend.
i was busy with geo and physics.
x)
anyway, yst i was totally like a retard.
i don't know why.
i was damn high.
okay.
maybe that's my way of relieving stress.
x)
anywayyyyy.
went home straight after school yst.
had a bowl of green bean soup as my lunch.
i wasn't that hungry anyway.
then study.
for one hour.
and went to sleep.
lols.
then went for tuition.
then came home and studied for chem test.
had the chem test today.
MCQs were difficult.
and i don't know.
okay.
after school.
went to had lunch with jean.
and blah blah blahhhhhh.
okay.
end here.
bye.

2007-09-22T22:28:00.000+08:00

okay.
damn long didn't blog le.
blog is rotting.
lols.
was busy with eoy.
and also now of course.
just textbooks and textbooks.
feel sleepy sometimes.
but no choice.
cause i wanna do well for eoy.
since i did badly for mye.
having flu these few days.
i had my medicine.
but it's not recovering at all.
having headaches too.
bad.
okay. i have nothing else to post.
really nothing.

i love my boyyyy. x)

2007-09-09T23:15:00.001+08:00

happy seventeenth month laogong.
love you forever.
muacks.
x)

2007-09-07T23:05:00.000+08:00

hello.
one week didn't post.
so here i am posting.
hmm.
finally watched license to wed and evan almighty.
x)
i think both shows are NICE.
not lame. lols.
hmm.
both shows watch it with laogong.
and we smuggled mac into the theatre when we watching license to wed.
x) and we didn't sit at the place which we were assigned to.
and bruce almighty is coming up on channel five soon.
=)
went tuition alone today.
yups.
cause limei went to watch 5 nations.
yahs.
so went tuition alone.
hmm. then reach home at ten plus.
andddd.
luckily mingxun was at the doorstep.
haven't go home. x)
okay.
I GOT NOTHING ELSE TO BLOG.
i'm so bored now.
bye.

i love you my piggy.

2007-08-30T17:40:00.000+08:00

hello world.
okay.
i'm bored now.
so, i'm here posting.
erms.
nothing much eh.
just that ms huang is leaving.
and she gave us chocolates today.
limei can't eat cause coughing.
so i got two!
kitkat is nice. x)
roadrun tml.
hope it won't rains.
x)
and and.
i love my precious pig so much.
he's the one who has been cheering me up.
and he's good at making me laugh and smile.
AND MY PIG IS SICK. x(

i will get it over soon.
and work harder.

2007-08-24T23:23:00.000+08:00

today is friday.
it means WEEKEND.
finally can sleep.
x))
and today met laogong.
wanted to watch movie.
but never.
and we reached ps already.
dots.
okay.
so, went for our lunch.
mac.
lols.
the chilli there not nice.
okay. it sucks.
i had mayonaise only.
x)
okay.
had a little chat with laogong.
at mac.
weee. x)
okay.
then four plus reach home.
daddy was standing at the doorstep when i reached home.
luckily, he didn't see anything.
lols.
okay.
i don't know what else to type.
byeee.

weeeee. :)

2007-08-20T22:14:00.000+08:00

HELLOOOO WORLDDDDD.
my knee finally recovered.
but i still don't dare to kneel down. xD
okay.
anyway.
i went back to school today.
my cough, still not recovering lah.
still coughing.
i wonder when will it recovers.
x)
got back my a and e maths test.
hmm. not bad?
yups.
and after school.
met jeremyyyyyy!
i missed him so muchhh.
xD
so, went to kovan and had our lunch.
oh, he's lame today.
=D
but he's cute too. hehe.
so, after lunch, went home.
and he went back to school.
leaving me alone. LOL.
joking.
then, had a little nap.
and i'm so into pokemon now. LOL.
it's kind of fun lah.
or maybe i'm just boreddd.
okay. i will end here.
byebye.

jeremy rocks. x))

2007-08-18T20:46:00.000+08:00

hello.
i'm in a bad mood.
because of everything.
main reason, my cough.
it just can't stop.
but well, it's only a cough.
it's nothing much.
i guess i won't die because of this.
i will only feel damn terrible.
that's how i feel from morning till now.
okay.
i woke up at 12 plus today.
but i keep waking up and going back to sleep.
that's lame.
after that, had lunch.
and finally watch dead silence.
not bad.
just spending my whole afternoon on tv.
before watching dead silence.
was watching another movie on star movies.
yah.
nothing much.
then had dinner at changi there.
the dessert was niceee.
had it though it's chocolate.
mum wanna stop me.
but ordered already. too bad.
after dinner went home.
tuition tml. alone.
cause limei went to friday's and i didn't.
cause i wanna watch tv.
and maybe i can catch movie after my tuition tml.
cause i really wanna watch it.
and i'm afraid i won't have any time to watch it.
hmm. will decide tml.
okays.
and now.
i don't think there's a reason why i must go down just to greet them.
like hello. i've got a show to watch.
i've my own things to do.
if i'm free, i will go down.
but i have my own things to do.
i don't see why i must go down.
the world is kind of unfair.
okay. maybe to me only.
but who cares.
okays.
shall end here. byebye.

2007-08-17T23:21:00.000+08:00

hello.
i'm bored.
i'm rotting at home.
but at least there's mingxun to accompany me. =)
nothing much these few days.
my cough, it's still the same.
hell. it's pissing me off.
so irritating.
and.
i have been watching the wars of in-law.
okayyyy.
disc nine got some problem.
and i can't watch it.
like wth?
whatever then.
i don't know how to continueeeeee.
bye.
and i really wanna watch that.
bye world.

2007-08-15T22:12:00.000+08:00

helloooooooo.
i'm sickkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk.
lols.
anyway,
it has been quite a few days.
and only until today,
i went to see the doctor.
alone.
cause honey got lessons.
so, i have to go myself.
but. it's okay lahs.
at least we met in the morning before going to school.
x)
my cough.
is like getting worse.
and this afternoon while trying to get some sleep on the sofa.
I COUGHED LIKE HELL.
i can't even sleep nicely when i'm so tired.
and i even vomited quite a few times.
three or four.
but nothing much.
i just feel so terrible only.
lols.
but i still get to catch some sleep after a while. =)
i have got nothing much to post.
just that i'm feeling terrible cause of my COUGH.
okay. i shall end here. bye.

i have lost the passion in it.
how to get it back?

2007-08-13T22:23:00.001+08:00

hello world.
it's monday.
and my weekend end just like this.
i hope i can have a longer weekend which is impossible.
lols.
anyway, presto got third.
congrats girls.
i'm sooooooooo tired.
and i'm missing my pig boy nowww.
x(
nothing much to update.
just wanna post some pics.
lols.
here's the pics.

waiting for cab.

the four of us. =D

smiles. =)

me! lols.

toilet's reflection. =)

happy day. =D

i wanna play well.
i will play well.
i have my pig boy.
i have nothing to fear. =DD

2007-08-11T21:54:00.000+08:00

HELLO WORLD.
i'm tireddddddd!!!
i had a long day yesterday.
lols.
went to school and trained in the morning.
12 plus ended.
then went home and bathed.
=D

then meet girls at lrt station.
cheryl was the first one to reach.
then limei and me.
the late one is HILARIE.
lols.
so, we waited quite long for the bus.
wanted to cab down to tm.
but NO CAB.
so, a 87 came.
but one stop only lahs.
cause we were lazy to walk to the stop.
lols.
okay. then a cab cameeee.
then the three of them rushed to the back seat.
so, i got no choice but to take the front seat.
faints.
then the driver.
slowly take his time.
faints.
then i got no coins.
keep asking from them.
ten cents please.
i don't know how many times i asked.
so, we just get off before the driver reached the taxi stand.
lols.
then went to see the tickets.
OKAY.
we had a hard time deciding which time slot to choose.
lols.
we wanted to watch simpsons.
but no more time slots.
yeah.
so, we chose rh3.
hmm. 5pm show.
so, we had seoul garden first.
buttt.
hilarie gotta get some money before we can eat.
lols.
we were looking for the atm like MAD.
lols.
so finally, we asked limei's dad.
and we found it.
but limei and me lazy to cross the road.
so, hilarie and cheryl went there.
they were quite fast.
sooooooooo, finally had our seoul garden. =DD
we ate quite alot.
i mean for four girls, we ate alot.
lols.
then eat until four plus.
then walk walk around.
then go for the movieee.
it's a real nice show.
if i got the chance, i will watch it again.
it's damn funny.
ohya, the NGs are funny too.
sooo, people must watch this show.
okays.
so after the show, we just go around.
walk walk around.
went to century square.
then went to the toilet.
it's niceeeee.
LOL.
i swear it's nice. =D
then went home at eight plus.
thank you girls, i had a great time.
=D
i think i will post those pics tml. lolss.
take care people.
especially tingting.
take care of your kneee. =)

and sorry to my precious laogong.
i shouldn't add on more pressure for you.
hugshugs.
i love you always.
and i'm glad you are back. x)

2007-08-09T16:33:00.000+08:00

HAPPY SIXTEENTH MONTH.
and happy national day.
lols.
so, i finally watched alone. =D
it's quite a nice show?
hmm.
oh ya.
i think it's a nice show.
the sound effect.
=D
then rush home.
lols.
then yesterday had the national celebration in school.
okays.
the parade was quite good.
except for some mistakes.
okay. the concert was quite nice.
lols.
after the concert.
waited for the stupid pig.
it ended at 11 plus.
then we went for lunch at compass.
hmm.
had curry chicken.
damn nice.
=D
but i'm having sore throat now.
lols.
the stupid pig is sick too.
both of us are sick.
my voice changed.
!!!
okay. i'm done with blogging.

things aren't getting better.

2007-08-05T23:04:00.000+08:00

okay. one week never post le.
nothing much actually.
but my wound is still the same.
pus coming out of the wound.
faints.
okay.
anyway, maths homeworks that i owe.
are like finally done.
except for one.
lols.
and national day is coming.
and at the same time our sixteenth anniversary is coming too.
=DD
hope that we can spend it together which is quite impossible.
cause the pig is busy.
but it's ok lahs. =D
and i went to mls yesterday.
okay. i totally forgotten about it.
my mum told me last week.
but. i just forgot it. lols.
so went over.
at eight plus.
and reach there at ten plus.
so now, lize is swimming on the ground.
LOL. he's very cute. =))
and i bought dvds. yay.
i can spend my time watching it during the holiday. =D
okay. i just hope my leg will recover fast.
so, i can do things nicely.
like SLEEPING. xD
alright. i shall end here.
and here are some pics. =)

he's my pig boy. =D

actually. it's like the same as the previous one.
but different place. =DD

i'm sure everything will be better.
and i believe in you. =)

2007-07-29T00:24:00.000+08:00

HELLO WORLD.
i finally watched my harry potter with my pig boy.
hehe.
met him at 9.45.
and of course.
i'm late again.
=x
then went to ps and have our breakfast.
mac.
!!!
not nice de.
compass de nicer.
lols.
then catch the movie at 11am.
erms.
alot of chatting.
and a bit of fightinh scenes only.
last time de nicer.
lolss.
then after the show.
we went home.
so tired.
so slept a bit in the train.
hehe.
pig boy loves to sleep alot.
okay.
then PIG BOY forgot HIS PENCIL CASE.
see!
he's so blur!
and i have to walk all the way to the skss bus stop.
hmphhh.
then passed him his pencil case.
and pei him wait for bus.
and he's very naughty.
played with rain water.
then wipe it on me.
so bad rights.
lolss.
the bus came after a while.
then i go home.
and had lunch with mummy.
and blah blah.
had kfc for dinner.
but delivery.
dad not free.
hmphh.
and i watched 200 pounds beauty!!!
finally.
lols.
it's damn nice.
i cried. =x
hehe.
lols.
really a nice show.
=)))
okay.
end here.
bye bye world.

i love my pig boy so much!

2007-07-27T23:19:00.000+08:00

hello world.
i fell.
very BADLY.
there's a whole big patch on my left knee.
and a small patch on my right knee.
and some scratches on my right palm.
x(
it's SOOOOO painful now.
i wanted to take pictures of the wound.
BUT.
it's like so disgusting.
LOL.
i fell during the 2km run yst.
and esther helped me.
she's niceeeeeeeeeeeeeee!
thank you esther.
and your towel, i will return you.
lols.
ohhh.
and i played badminton today despite having difficult to jump.
lols.
went for the assembly talk on new zealand trip.
I WANT TO GOOOO!
but. guess what's the price.
3499.
hell.
so ex.
i rather go with my parents.
hehe.
okay.
after that went to eat.
okay.
and i wanna watch 200 pounds deeeeeeeeeee.
but mingxun keep touching the dvd player.
so i can't watch.
zz.
nvm.
okay. byebye world.

2007-07-24T22:29:00.000+08:00

i'm in a very bad mood now.
okay.
i don't know why either.
zzz.
i'm having a moodswing now.
it's like.
zz.
i don't know how to say.
everything is going against me, i guess.
!!!
byes.

2007-07-19T22:21:00.000+08:00

whatever.
i went back to school after two days of mc?
okay. anyway.
i hate pple shouting into my earrrrrrrr!
damn it. it hurts.
anne lee shouted into my ear today.
it hurtsssssssss soooooooooo much.
zz.
whatever.
i don't wish to mention the reason.
i had a bad day today.
bad bad bad day.
i wish i can stay at home or just grow up quickly.
lolssssssssssss.
that's like impossible.
conflicts came in.
it's like the same lahs.
helllllllllllllllllll.
no peaceeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.
i just wish everything can get back to the sameeeee.
i want and wish to play well.
bye everyone.
and i need __________ from ____.
it's useless to mention this.

2007-07-17T22:03:00.000+08:00

hello worldddddd.

I'M SO TIREDDDDDDDDDDDDD.
cause i just had my 'nice' medicine.
anyway, i didn't go to school today.
cause my tummy is giving my problems.
so, i went to see doctor right after mingxun came.
the doctor said there's AIR in my stomach.
so she gave me some tablets and a bottle of white liquid.
which is quite disgusting.
ohhh.
and it smells like those mint flavoured sweets.
it's sooooooooooooo disgusting.
i feel like vomiting now.
the medicine is not helping at all.
lols.
i'm sooooooooooooooooooo tired now.
i don't wish to go to school tml. x(
i want to rest more.
and i got so frustrated over some things.
nvm.
i just wanna get over it as soon as possible.
and and and.
i wish to have some peaceeeeeeeee.
bye.

2007-07-14T23:18:00.000+08:00

I'M BLOODY SICK OF IT.
I WANT TO QUIT IT.
i had a bad morning yst.
it spoilt my GOOD mood.
hell. i regretted joining it.
i just don't wanna have any stress.
and it's going to be stressful.
doing all those kind of proposal.
and i think i can't lead well.
SO. I WANT TO QUIT!
hope everything will be fine. x(
okaysssssss.
so, our class got punished by ms lee yst.
we did our english ws in the parade square in the morning after everyone left.
lolss.
then go back class for chinese after that.
yay! she didn't came yst. xD
everyone cheered.
LOL.
anyway.
we played captain's ball during H&F.
and mrs edison joined us.
and.
she fell.
that's very sudden.
and longxiang fell off from the chair too.
and limei got blue black on her leg.
i didn't get hurt. lols.
then went to find mrs chong.
i'm going to quit no matter what.
okays.
so after school, went home and changed.
and came back to school.
then self train started at three.
and i left at four plus.
meet my naughty boy.
meet him at compass and we went to rp to buy bubble tea. LOL.
hmph.
and today.
meet him after his soccer ends.
x( i'm late.
x( so, went hougang mall and had our lunch.
i had chicken riceeeeeee.
i wanted to eat mee pok. x(((
buttt don't have.
x((
and we saw alan and mr ho in the mrt. x)
hehe.
okayyyyyy. end here.
i love my dumb dumb jeremy! <3

2007-07-12T20:42:00.000+08:00

I'M SO TIRED.
x(
yesterday was a very very tired day.
and of course today.
lols.
yesterday after school, we went to rp and had kfc.
and after that came my house and do our social studies project.
oh myyyyyyyyy.
i didn't know there's so much to do. =x
and somemore, i'm the leader. hehe.
i was having a bad running nose last night.
a really bad one.
and headache too.
x(
now still the same.
so cheryl and hilarie stayed over at my house last night to complete the project.
limei stayed too.
but went home to sleep.
duh. if not no space. xD
soooo. we finished our pathetic project at three plus.
i was damn bloody hell tired.
but no choice. lols.
sooo, we went to school together this morning.
and almost late. xD
okay. anywayyy.
our project is NOT ACCEPTABLE!
cause.
IT'S TOOOOOOOOOO PLAIN.
anyway, i sort of agree. xD
i'm sooooooooo tired.
and i feel like dying. hmph.
my head exploding.
my nose exploding.
my throat exploding.
everything is EXPLODING.
x(
i'm gonna rest well tonight. =)
bye everyone!

i miss my naughty boy. x(

2007-07-09T22:12:00.000+08:00

hellooooooooo.
haha.
quite long didn't update.
cause I'M LAZY.
=D
today is the fifteenth month with my honeyyy. =D
loves.
hmm. and i hate studying. x(
it's tiring.
BUT. CHINESE SUCK.
actually. i love chinese.
but now. because of my 'beloved' chinese teacher.
I HATE CHINESE.
she sucks. really. alot.
i wanna faint when it's time for her lessons.
she loves using her so called 'hand sign'. LOL.
sometimes it's really funny.
and and and.
her attire. *faints.
just hope that we can have a change of chinese teacher.
hmm.
so i took my height and weight today.
and i grew 0.5 cm. LOL.
weight remains the same. =D

there's thousand of reasons for me to love you.

2007-07-02T21:36:00.000+08:00

HELLO. it's july.
FAST.
okay.
had cip last saturday.
well, fun.
lols.
except some parts.
like taking lift.
zz.
okay. nvm.
so i teamed up with limei, dexin and yx.
yups.
went to six blocks.
went to 14th and 15th floor.
well, it's super high!
really. LOL.
okays.
so ended at around ten plus.
and meet laogong.
then went to watch transformers.
well. nice show?
lols.
hmph.
so laogong's eyes got itchy after that.
yups.
and he wanna rub it lahss.
it's soooo RED already.
hmph.
so.
went home after that.
yups.
and i forgot everything already.
maybe i'm too sick now.
lols.
bye!

2007-06-26T21:56:00.000+08:00

HELLO world.
hmm, so i didn't go to school today.
yups.
having a bad headache lahss.
but i'm feeling much better now.
cause i woke up at TWO!
well, i think i just need more sleep.
hehe.
okay.
anyway. i missed today's photo taking. x(
that's pretty sad.
lols.
okay.
and i love my honey. =)

2007-06-25T18:09:00.000+08:00

hmm.
school started today.
well, it's boring.
really boring.
everyone is still in the holiday kind of mood.
after school, training was canceled.
and so, we went to compass and ate.
hmm. nothing much to post.
and i'm having tuition later.
so, i'm here updating my blog.
and my life is in a mess now.

i don't know what to do.
just hope that someone will understand.
and give me a pat on my shoulder.
telling me not to give up.
but. forget it.
i just wish that this will end as soon as possible.

2007-06-24T17:29:00.000+08:00

okayyy.
LAST DAY OF HOLIDAY.
that's very very very fast.
i want more holiday.
i didn't have enough of rest.
and i didn't have enough of shoppings.
AND i didn't have enough of time with him..
okays.
hmm.
i hope timetable won't change again.
pleasee.
cause i don't wish to memorize new timetable!
haha.
okay. i don't know how to continue. hmm.
end here.

i wish i can do better than this.

2007-06-23T23:06:00.000+08:00

hmm.
it's saturday.
and monday, i'm going back to school again.
hmm. i mean everyone.
okays.
this holiday was short?
yahs. short.
or maybe time passes fast when it's holiday.
lols.
okay.
anyway.
this holiday.
nothing much happened.
yups.
and trainings.
i will keep improving myself. that's for sure.
yups.
and life is going to be busy after tml.
yupps.
rushing my homework.
and well, my projects.
hmm.
not yet completed.
or maybe i didn't touch them at all.
okayy.
i shall end here.
=)

life is getting hard.
and i'm trying to make an effort to change for better.

2007-06-23T01:26:00.000+08:00

okay.
new blog here. =D
will have a proper post tml. =)